Post by darkdevil162003 on Mar 7, 2006 0:17:35 GMT -5
Lucifer just nodded his head. He then told her, "No matter how you die it will always hurt. Take your grandmother for example. Her first death came to her painfully for she had to die alone and your grandfathers first death hurt him for he knew that he would be leaving behind a family. Nothing I say about life and death is wrong but mearly hard for you to understand. Death doesnt heal suffering it only makes it worse. How long did Phoenix cry over her worthless mates death after he was years gone? Alot. I have taken on the strongest packs for I am looking for a pack that can kill me. I wish death upon me and the rest of my cursed family for fighting is in my veins. It is also fate that you have came here for me to finish off. I havent faught for a long time and who did you think taught you and your father to fight? Phoenix...do you think that she got those skills on her own? I think not. It was I that trained her to fight and kill but she never took on the killing. It is a mind thing. My master is myself and if he is a figure of my imagation then I am just a hallucination now arent I? How is death put here as a way of birth? Nothing happens when you die except that something grows and pain is taken from it. I wish death upon me, I fight my hardest for I want to know that my sins where not forgiven for the things I have done in my past will never be forgiven by a single soul. I know what you are trying to do wrech and im sorry that it isnt going to work. Nothing you say can make me change my killing ways. It is after all like you said, once you die your death makes room for new living things. I am really doing the world a favor by killing because of all that I have killed I have braught back. If we are put here to enjoy life then why try and stop the things that I love to do? I cannot enjoy life without the thrill of death. Perhaps if you where to kill one then you would be able to understand. That is why Phoenix could never kill is because she wasnt forced to do so. What if I dont wish to go to heaven but to burn in hell for my sins? I wish to burn for I know that I cannot change and I dont want to. You know not how hard it is to change your ways untill you have tried. when you get your first kill then you will understand. When you have to fight to keep all of the sanity that you do have then that is what cannibalisum is about!!! It is about not letting things go to waste. It is just as if we kill a doe or something, nothing different except when you kill a wolf they beg for your mercy and wolves my dear...feed off of pain of others. Though you might not think it now..but even your dear Phoenix does as well." He said strongly as he did nothing. Nothing could make him change his ways.
(( So does Lucy ))
(( So does Lucy ))